Journey Day 4: Being molested not only changed my life but the way I would think from that day forward.
Which explains why I think so much. ALL THE TIMES!! It’s a blessing when it’s ideas but a curse followed by assumptions.
One of my most consistent conversing sessions during that time with myself sounded a lot like this:
“Kell, you gave him PERMISSION to hurt you by letting him into the core of you. From this day forward, you keep your dreams, desires and happiness to yourself.” Signed….FEAR
Fast forward 2o something years….
This is why I have become so comfortable not living up to my potential.
This is why I am so comfortable with living in my ideas and scared to implement.
From the moment I learned to read, I always loved learning. I loved to read self-help and business books. I developed wisdom very early in my life but I was still afraid.
I struggle everyday with telling fear I am ready to be a little uncomfortable to find out what fulfillment looks like for me in the business arena.
Which has been and still is ….One of my BIGGEST DESIRES!!
“So while I appreciate you protecting me as a child from never being molestated again. I think it’s time for us to part for a minute.
I think it’s time for me to grow.”
Signed ….Living As Lakell
Survivor’s Journaling Assignment: What is fear keeping you from?
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